( i know how these work, and i like them. )

( i hate how wide these things are. but this is pretty true i guess. )

i'm trying to accept the fact that there will never be an "us" again. but i just cant. i dont know what to do. because, i still love you with all of my heart. i always will. no matter how hard i try, i cant make myself stop loving you. but, at the same time, i know that i will never have you again. i'll never be able to hold you whenever i want. i' ( Read more... )

( quiz i stole from Therasa's (sp?) journal. )

livejournal scares me sometimes.

( blah )

i forgot to post a few pictures.
( there's three of them... )

Kristen and i are gonna get married.

( wanna see my ring? )

i get so close. so close that i think its going to happen soon. then it doesnt. and it depresses me. not so much that i'm going to starve myself or something stupid like that. just a little depressed. like, enough that i'm not in a very happy mood. i'm not mad. just....not happy. i wish i could be happy soon....but there's only one person who can ( Read more... )