random moment of thoughts

[fattyemz]

Weaken drunken soul
Heart of numbness and despair
Shivers and electric shocks through my aching bones
I am lost in a darkening whirlpool
Suffocating with its tignhtening grip
Drowning in the darkened world of torture and torment
One speck of light, a million miles away
A lost ghost in floating ectasy of induced damage
I want to be free, I want to be me
Need

Comments

[xfattyxl]

i love the i want to be free, i want to be me line x

[fattyemz]

Thnx hun
Half that i said to my lecturer (hes put up so much with me bless him) but in full sentences
Xoxo

[xfattyxl]

aww and yep bless him muchly. thats a bit like my old lectuer julie who got me back into college..

[fattyemz]

Aw yea, hes done so much for me, he emailed me yesterday wishing me luck on tuesday and he said it was really scary seeing me how i was, cant wait to see him when im back so he can see me smiling :)
Xoxo

[justalilstar]

[fattyemz]

yup i cant wait but its so scary!!
xoxo