random moment of thoughts

[fattyemz]

Weaken drunken soul
Heart of numbness and despair
Shivers and electric shocks through my aching bones
I am lost in a darkening whirlpool
Suffocating with its tignhtening grip
Drowning in the darkened world of torture and torment
One speck of light, a million miles away
A lost ghost in floating ectasy of induced damage
I want to be free, I want to be me
Need to grasp that speck
Hold it tight
Turning into glittered sunshine
My skies will be my own kind of blue
I will be here once again
I will be alive my friends

xoxo