Dad is such a prick. Really want mum to leave him. I think we would be better off w/o him.

Yesterday was fucked up. Had a bad night. So much yelling at night .. woke up and wanted to tell him so badly to fuck off. I really wish he would choke on his cock and rot in hell.This happened late at night and I couldnt sleep so I called Nabeel up and ( Read more... )

March 29th, 2006 - 1717 hrsThank you sooo much Lisa, Hayley, Em and Nia. I will reply soon ( Read more... )

ALL THOSE IN THE UK/ STUDYING IN UK - I NEED YOUR HELP.
Which Uni's do not require a reference letter? In the UCAS form I should type out 'not required' IF the uni's have that 'agreement' sort of a thing ... I'm not sure if I should mail the Uni's and get permission or what :-/ I dont have anyone to do my reference for me :-/I've been out pretty ( Read more... )

Day at work was ... pretty shitty. No work .. no managers in (which was the only cool thing) . worst thing that happened was Nabeel & I fooling around in the GUYS loo and some bloody cleaners saw us go in and we had to like 'hide' in there for about 15-20 mins and those little shits were waiting for us to walk out of the loo ... fuckers ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so down today. So scared too ( Read more... )

I have a splitting headache ( Read more... )

I'm really excited ( Read more... )

Saturday ( Read more... )

I dont want to continue with Nabeel. I think I want to wait for Richie ... still.

I want to wash away the thoughts inside that keep my mind away from you
No more love and no more pride … the thoughts are all I have to do ...I never seem to be satisfied. I’m considering breaking up with Nabeel. Things are going slow but well though something ( Read more... )

Wow I dont seem to have time for lj anymore! Thats not entirely true :) I will pop in to comment soon ( Read more... )