I'm sick of this one way relationship I'm leading with Neil.  He and I are suppose to be equals.  I'm the one running my gas out to see him.  I'm the one spending like 50 bux on dinners.  It's all bullshit and I'm so sick of it.  And when i complain about the littlest things he throws the mistake I made in the past with Robz in my face.  Doesn't he ( Read more... )

It has been way to long since I last updated.  I dont think anyone on my friends will read this but I'm posting b/c honestly, I've miss LJ.  Myspace blogs are cool and all but I am more able to spill my heart out right here ( Read more... )

I almost feel safe posting on here.  Seems no one gives a damn about LJ now that Myspace has consumed their lives.  Robz and I have split up.  I can't begin to explain why.  It's horrible in a sense but also a breath of fresh air b/c I'm not ready to be in a relationship!  I have the two jobs I'm working and tried picking a 3rd one up last nite.  ( Read more... )

As I figured, no one reads anymore.  I'm not to bothered by it.  Gives me a place to vent and no one will read what i have to say.  Basically I've been used.  My girl would hang around EVERYDAY, blow me up to chill.  She had this HUGE crush on one of my friends and now that she got his number 2 weeks ago, she doesn't come around anymore.  I'm ( Read more... )

So here I am, still upset with life, still wanting more. I have no job, and no real sense of time at this moment. I finally have a few things I had lost along the way. I have a friend. One that is honest and truthful with me. I'm not being judged by what I say or do, for once ( Read more... )

Well, I've been gone for 2 months from the look of it. I was sucked in to the evil world of Myspace! Ahhhh!!!!! No ( Read more... )

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Wow! It sure has been a while since I last updated. I don't even remember the last day I did. I should go back and look but right now I think it would be better just to write. My mind is swarming with thoughts and depression ( Read more... )

Well, the title says it all. Since I started back up on myspace I've been neglecting LJ and those who read me. Sorry Dani, since I know you're the only one. HaHa ( Read more... )

So as soon as I can afford two stamps I will be sending my conformation back in to have them published. I guess I'm getting better and better. I've never had two published in the same book. Anyway! Let me post them ( Read more... )