I am officially depressed. And I don't mean any of this "I'm so sad, so very very sad" shit. I am talking full on non-productive, dropping responsibilities, uncontrollable urges to cry, not eating, becoming a useless human being depression. A feeling and a state that I haven't visited since my sophomore year in high school. I don't know how I ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know if I remember how to write. I honestly don't know if writing is worth is, since I don't know if anyone will ever read it. The question then remains, am I writing for myself or for everyone else ( Read more... )

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I feel the need to apologize to you all. I realize that my last post was very cryptic and that I provided no explanation what so ever for my consideration. I promise to post a real update in the very near future, attempting to make amends for my lack of clarification ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of deleting my LiveJournal. Feedback is welcome, please.

"Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost..."

My new icon makes me happy!

:)

Time for a real update? I suppose. Went to auditions last night. It's funny how I wasn't really nervous about them, and now I'm sitting here thinking, "Wait, they're over already?" It was a stragely out of body kind of event. We'll cross our fingers, I suppose. I mean, I have no great hope for getting cast in this show, and I've pretty much talked ( Read more... )

So I pretty much don't care that I'm giving away a lyric on my last post with this video. I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG!!!

Don't need a Lyric of the Day today my friends! LISTEN AND LOVE IT!!!

"Grace Kelly" by Mika

OK, people. I did this a couple months ago and virtually no one guessed any of my songs. Nor did anyone copy me and post it on thier journal. What happened this time? AM I JUST NO COOL ENOUGH FOR YOU PEOPLE!?!?!? tehe... Well, here's a new batch of songs, so we'll see how everyone does. ONTO THE EMONESS ( Read more... )