I haven't even mentioned this yet! I HAVE A JOB! How did this happen? I work with my wonderful friend Danielle (it's not really work when I'm with her, just goofing off haha). I scoop ice cream and get paid for it. Very nice. Good times ;)

I've had some "what if" questions in my head recently. I've had a lot of time to think and it's driving me ( Read more... )

I wrote this last night when I couldn't sleep (miss you!).

She wasn't one to crumble like a stale cake,

She wasn't a girl that purposely hurt or was silicone fake,

She was someone with icing made of durable concrete,

But she was also someone who was leaving what made her complete,

She didn't trust like others and care what people said,

Yet the night ( Read more... )

Happy birthday, Pap. You're one of the few people I truly respect, honor and love. You lift me up.

I wish my family actually got together and celebrated days like my grandfather's birthday or, hell, even the 4th of July. Instead, I'm laying on my bed, home alone, reading a new book I got in the mail yesterday (The Full Spectrum; David Levithan and  ( Read more... )

Thank. God. The past school year has been extremely hard for me. My classes were horrid. But now, that doesn't matter. :)

Anywho, this summer could go either way. It could be really fun and worthwhile, or the very opposite. It's pretty obvious which one I'm hoping for.

Yesterday was graduation for the class of 2010 at my school.....unlike last year ( Read more... )

Busiest week/weekend ever. And I have a five page paper due Monday. No clue how I'm going to finish it by then.

My birthday was Thursday. I turned seventeen, woooooop. And I got my hair chopped off today. It's cute, especially with the bright blonde streak in the back that is like a surprise. :)

That's all for now.

Loooooooove,
Nikki.

Želim život bio lak. Pomozite mi, Bog. Umoran sam od svega i želim leto. Jojjjjjj. Ja imam zauzet sedmica. Sranje sranje sranje.

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, mrzim domaće zadatke. Treba mi vazduh, hahaha.

Ja ću pisati na engleskom kasnije.

Volim teeeeee i doviđenja.

Nikki.

I knew a man named Mr. Doppelganger
To him I was no more than just a little nagger
Yet he sat me down with his cheap guitar and tin can
And talked about the Good Lord and His almighty plan.

He explained to me the method of man and their pernicious sway
“Trust nothin’ dat’ll budge n act like it’s yo’ last livin’ day”
As a little girl I understood not a ( Read more... )

She comes to school with just one care
A boy with secrets he shall spare
Her green eyes always shimmer hopefully
And think he’ll someday take time to see
Keeping silent isn’t something she believes
But his mouth and mind won’t function as loudly
The two, rusting kettles angrily whistle and steam
And make the past seem like a far-fetched dream
Not knowing ( Read more... )

I honestly don't even know what to say. Here's some things that have happened in the past months.

--Musical (Starmites!)
--Horrid new semester; aka english, adv bio, chorus and a & p
--February snow storm
--New good friend
--Numerous pointless friend/boyfriend fights
--Rolled $200 worth of pennies
--Bought a Civil War dress for prom (to be different d: )
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The snow crumbles under the weight of me sprinting through it, leaving intricate, sculpted carvings of footprints embedded in its memory. I have to get away from this mess, a mess that I can't control anymore. The wind seems to be trying to push me back home, but nothing can stop what my heart truly longs for. This place isn’t my real ( Read more... )