The frusteration continues how do you deal with your mom when she won't speak to you after you tell her that on wednesday you plan on going to see someone that I am fond of, I really don't get it. I don't get how when my dad has a bad day he finds it neccesary to take it out on me.... Sometimes I think it's this plan they have to keep me away from ( Read more... )

so many strings attsched to everything, so much of doing things for people that I shoulden't have to. it's almost like i'm home now so i am their servant.... i just want to go far far away, maybe wednesday,if not then, in 13days i will be back in the place i call home.

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i know i should post every single delicious detale but yesterday and this morning with my friends seems to good and wonderful and lovely to ruin with a detaled post...... so i leave you with this ( Read more... )

I came to the conclusion long agao that I hate coming home. People always ask me why I hate coming home so much and generally I tell them only the tip of the iceburg for fear of giving to much of myself away to people that I don't necessarily want to fill in on that much of my life. But as of well right now I can tell all of you that the reason I ( Read more... )

little kids. wow they're so funny, I went with my mom to my two little cousins christmas shows at their elementary school tonight and it was the greatest thing ever. Well actually it was more like the worst band music and singing ever but because they're little it's the most precious thing in the whole world. Cierra and McKinsey both had solo's and ( Read more... )

+got all the stuff i need for christmas presents ( Read more... )

I just got to hang out with miss manda panda! made my day, I haven't seen her in so long and I got a great bbig hug from her so that was very nice. we went and got veggie burgers yum! and ice cream it was delicious and we had a good time talking ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder why I even try to rekindle the friendships I have at home after I have been away for a while. I mean ther are a couple I know are fine and there is no need to worry...... so I went to the orthdontist and ther are no problems there, then I figured that I would go surprise my two supposed best friends at home.... Candace wasn't ( Read more... )

this is crazy, i can't stop smiling............. what am i going to do????

um I'm home.... fantastic... but not really imean the hugs were great but now it's down t business I guess you could say..... and my phone is officially dead so um people should call me at my home and tell me what their numbers are or IM me or something... anyway ( Read more... )