home isn't where my <3 is
I came to the conclusion long agao that I hate coming home. People always ask me why I hate coming home so much and generally I tell them only the tip of the iceburg for fear of giving to much of myself away to people that I don't necessarily want to fill in on that much of my life. But as of well right now I can tell all of you that the reason I really hate coming home is the drama that home always brings and the lack of people who smile when you walk by. Candace is a wonderful girl and I would do anything for her and I know she feels the same about me so that friendship is in no jepardy... The one that is, is the one with Maggie 1. because I went out of my way to do something cool for her and she wasn't even greatful 2. because she has turned fake and 3. because she now feels that because she decided to stay home and be miserable and I decided to go away to college and make something of myself that I am a complete hethan who never goes to church, drinks, etc..... and that she is holier then me. and she proves this how??? oh right she doesn't. she thinks that by telling Candace that she is better then her as well that somehow she'll make an impression on her and Candace will quit her job and go to church eveyday like Maggie. Candace being pissed about this along with some other issues tries to talk to maggie and maggie again says "well you know I would fight for that time off to go to church" Candace retorts with the "I did and the best anyone could do was to just give me wednesdays off but that doesn't mean I love God any less" They argue about it a few minutes more and then maggie coments "well just look at meredith" meaning just look at me I am a prize winning example of what happens when you move away from home to go to school. I didn't grow up and better myself in any way I just made myself more of a hethan and more of an example for parents of what not to do with your children.... WOW THANKS MAGGIE!!!! I am so glad that for so long I considered you one of my best friends and after everything I have done for you, you go and say something so complementary toward me... yes thank you, thank you for showing me your true colors and for also showing me what true friend look like because you my dear are not one.
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