Well its now friday the 10th, and in approximately 7 hours, I am turning 18. Thats right ladies, in 7 hours i am legal! Not that any of you would even consider, and if you did I would probably not let you because of morals and stuff but yeah, I'm going to be 18! HOO FUCKING RAY! So yeah I will be 18, that means i can buy a fucking LIGHTER ( Read more... )

Thats right folks, I will try to make my posts on my livejournal as frequent as they used to be in the past. As I have nothing more to report today, other than what you more likely than not, do not give a flying fuck about, I will leave you with a poem I wrote. The poem is in light of the growing lonliness and void thats been growing in me for a ( Read more... )

Well I finally finished most of my work, only one more 5 page paper to write on SSRI's and their positive and negative effects. I will get on that this weekend. Tomorrow I get to sleep ALL DAY thank the lord. I need a good rest after this last weekend from hell. Anyway, I met a few new people, created some new friendships and things were ( Read more... )

Well, Melissa broke up with me two days ago. And at first I didnt know how to deal with it, not that I do now but...I really cant explain how I feel other than confusion. For the last time, the last night spent together, she both put her hand in mine under a pillow, I did not do that. SHe kissed me goodnight, I did not do that. She left me with ( Read more... )

Well here I am in college. At first I was so rearing to get out of my house, and go to college, meet new people that were different from those who I grew up with. Little did I know that the plague of stupidity that runs through NYC runs through other parts of the world. Theres people from all over in my school, and I am slowly starting to ( Read more... )

I'm just a bit on the depressed side tonight. I don't know what the hell happened...just all of a sudden felt blah. Maybe I'm manic depressive, or maybe i have a high level of estrogen, higher than normal, which is giving me mood swings, I really don't know. I do know that i feel like running 30 miles an hour head first into a wall though ( Read more... )

Just because Pearl Jam is so cool, and i just found the lyrics to black, and i think these are some of the most powerful lyrics ive heard. Not to mention it reminds me alot of my life so far ( Read more... )

I came to a realisation today. Anything, anyone, including myself, who ever seeks any kind of recognition, who is asociated with me, will NOT get it. Not that I always want recognition, for the most part I dont like to be noticed. However there are some times. Maybe trying to catch a girls eye? No, that will never happen! The powers at be have ( Read more... )

Sorry I havn't been posting as often as I should. Theres really been nothing going on in my life. These past few months have really been the loneliest months of my life. Ive done nothing but schoolwork since my last few posts...still no girlfriend. The only thing i have to look foward to right now is college ( Read more... )

First and foremost I would like to get it out of the way that I am in no way racist or saying that white people are superior in anyway to any race at all, because I dont believe that, however here is a blog on how stereotypically hipocritical some black people can be. (note: I say black people because they like to call us white people, want equal ( Read more... )