Confusion
Well, Melissa broke up with me two days ago. And at first I didnt know how to deal with it, not that I do now but...I really cant explain how I feel other than confusion. For the last time, the last night spent together, she both put her hand in mine under a pillow, I did not do that. SHe kissed me goodnight, I did not do that. She left me with every indication that our relationship was fine.
I dont know why she pushed me away, I dont know why she avoided me. I was someone who showed her feeling, compassion. I showed her that I genuinley cared about her, and yet she has terminated our relationship and left me feeling alone and confused. I can only wonder why...why this happened. How come after she showed me that she wanted to be with me, and accepted me as her boyfriend, she decided without me seeing her that she changed her mind.
I will always care about her, that could never change. This was another chapter in my life, and I will always have those memories of us together...those wonderfull memories of the lake, and our week together. I will miss having melissa as my girlfriend, and I only hope I had a positive impact on her life. If you read this melissa, thank you for the great memories, and I wish you nothing but happiness in everything you do. You will be something huge one day, and you will make a difference in this world. Your one of the nicest and kindest people I have ever known and I hold nothing but the greatest appreciation for you. /endrant
I dont know why she pushed me away, I dont know why she avoided me. I was someone who showed her feeling, compassion. I showed her that I genuinley cared about her, and yet she has terminated our relationship and left me feeling alone and confused. I can only wonder why...why this happened. How come after she showed me that she wanted to be with me, and accepted me as her boyfriend, she decided without me seeing her that she changed her mind.
I will always care about her, that could never change. This was another chapter in my life, and I will always have those memories of us together...those wonderfull memories of the lake, and our week together. I will miss having melissa as my girlfriend, and I only hope I had a positive impact on her life. If you read this melissa, thank you for the great memories, and I wish you nothing but happiness in everything you do. You will be something huge one day, and you will make a difference in this world. Your one of the nicest and kindest people I have ever known and I hold nothing but the greatest appreciation for you. /endrant