Aint no cure for the summer time blues
Well here I am in college. At first I was so rearing to get out of my house, and go to college, meet new people that were different from those who I grew up with. Little did I know that the plague of stupidity that runs through NYC runs through other parts of the world. Theres people from all over in my school, and I am slowly starting to realise that Maybe going to college outside of my native city was a wrong move. Im starting to wonder if I actually like dorming, because right now its still iffy.
My first few weeks have been pretty miserable actually, with the bad weather last week, and the fact they didnt accept my college credits so I am stuck with five classes. I have also spent alot of my 9 am class thinking about my girlfriend melissa. Seems we're stuck in a bit of a rut right now, and its making me absolutely depressed. I care about her alot...and we're having issues it seems. I wont express them here, she is entitled to privacy as well as I am. I just need to get some stuff off my shoulders because I feel horible.
Ive not been eating much lately, i just can't seem to keep them down. Feels like my stomach is twisting into knots and squeezing in on itself twenty four hours a day. I've really been unable to find things to occupy myself with lately. I'm going through some rough times, hell of a way to start off my college career!
My first few weeks have been pretty miserable actually, with the bad weather last week, and the fact they didnt accept my college credits so I am stuck with five classes. I have also spent alot of my 9 am class thinking about my girlfriend melissa. Seems we're stuck in a bit of a rut right now, and its making me absolutely depressed. I care about her alot...and we're having issues it seems. I wont express them here, she is entitled to privacy as well as I am. I just need to get some stuff off my shoulders because I feel horible.
Ive not been eating much lately, i just can't seem to keep them down. Feels like my stomach is twisting into knots and squeezing in on itself twenty four hours a day. I've really been unable to find things to occupy myself with lately. I'm going through some rough times, hell of a way to start off my college career!