There's no better way to find out that your entire life is about to change. A 10 minute chat. To let you know that every aspect of your life is going to be affected for the rest of your life and nothing will ever be the same for you. Granted this is my fault. I know, I know. I had it coming. But seriously. I've got 5 doctors. Ready to tell me what ( Read more... )

I think... that up to this point, I've made every decision with my head instead of my heart. And I sort of did that so that when it came down to the end, I'd be able to follow my heart whichever way it wanted to go ( Read more... )

I've kinda been hanging out with random people here and there, but for the most part the conversations come back to senior year and college. It's freakin me out a little ( Read more... )

Nostalgia is a bitch. And it really sucks ( Read more... )

Graduation night. I stayed strong during the speeches and the walking. I got choked up once or twice, but only for a second. I hugged everyone and said Congrats a million and one times. It wasn't until I saw Nick that it kinda "hit home." I grabbed him by the waist and hugged him as hard as I could. He held me with one arm and tighten his grip when ( Read more... )

Idk what's up lately. I feel alright. Not hyper, just kinda chill. I haven't been emo at all. (With the exception of one very large dissapointment on a PMS day.) I think it might be the first time in a few months that I haven't been crazy stressed or anything. I've just been chilling out on my own. Hanging out with whoever requests my time, but ( Read more... )

my birthday this year was prolly the best i've had in years. I didn't cry or really even feel like it at all ( Read more... )

So over Easter break, I kinda just chilled. But I spent Friday night with Amanda Carroll so I could take her to out lax tournament saturday morning. But we caught the late showing of Blades of Glory with her family. Then she wanted to see JT, so we stopped by his friend's house. His friends name was Cameron, and according to Brando and Alex I was ( Read more... )

Ummmmmmm another boy sorta kinda asked me to prom. Annnnnnd I sorta kinda said yes. :-/ OH GEEZ ( Read more... )

Okay so i have been working my butt off for prom planning. making reservations, stopping fights, calling dj's, making invitations, drawing tickets, signing contracts, all that happy crap. AND THEN even tho nick asked me a few months ago, i find out he is taking someone else. I kinda thought that maybe that would happen, but i expected HIM to ( Read more... )