uhhhh uhoh
Ummmmmmm another boy sorta kinda asked me to prom. Annnnnnd I sorta kinda said yes. :-/ OH GEEZ!!!
Seeee....
I said, "So you gonna ask that cute girl you like to prom?"
he said, "I don't know."
I said, "what do you mean you don't know? Do you wanna go with her?"
he said, "maybe. I'm not sure how it will work out."
I said, "oooh ok. I gotcha"
(Cus the girl had already kinda filled me in on the situation of "we like each other but aren't dating for various reasons") After a second or two...
he said, "If I don't end up taking her, do you wanna go with me?"
I said, "ok."
End of converstation.
Sudden realization.
Confusion.
I will feel like a real jerk if I ditch anyone. But I've gotta be honest, there is one guy that, if given the chance, I would go with him in a heartbeat over ANYONE else. The only problem iiis, we barely know each other. So I really doubt that he'd ask me. Butttt a few mutual friends said that they're gonna find out if he has a date and suggest he ask me if he doesn't. None of them know about my current situation which is pretty confusing already. I've gotta say though... it would be kind of amazing to go with this guy...
But I'm thinking I should just go alone, or with the committee rather. I do have a lot of responsibilities that would probably tear me away from date a bunch anyway. It would be cool to just chill with the girls there. I feel really responsible for the whole thing so I'd feel more secure watching over it myself. The downfall to that tho is I've gotta be there all morning and all evennig to set up. I don't have the option of sitting with my senior friends or even arriving with them. Aaaand I have to stay after to clean up. We can't leave until EVERYTHING is clean. Which is a drag since everyone else will be out at parties.
Blahhhh. I don't know. I HATE CHOICES!
Seeee....
I said, "So you gonna ask that cute girl you like to prom?"
he said, "I don't know."
I said, "what do you mean you don't know? Do you wanna go with her?"
he said, "maybe. I'm not sure how it will work out."
I said, "oooh ok. I gotcha"
(Cus the girl had already kinda filled me in on the situation of "we like each other but aren't dating for various reasons") After a second or two...
he said, "If I don't end up taking her, do you wanna go with me?"
I said, "ok."
End of converstation.
Sudden realization.
Confusion.
I will feel like a real jerk if I ditch anyone. But I've gotta be honest, there is one guy that, if given the chance, I would go with him in a heartbeat over ANYONE else. The only problem iiis, we barely know each other. So I really doubt that he'd ask me. Butttt a few mutual friends said that they're gonna find out if he has a date and suggest he ask me if he doesn't. None of them know about my current situation which is pretty confusing already. I've gotta say though... it would be kind of amazing to go with this guy...
But I'm thinking I should just go alone, or with the committee rather. I do have a lot of responsibilities that would probably tear me away from date a bunch anyway. It would be cool to just chill with the girls there. I feel really responsible for the whole thing so I'd feel more secure watching over it myself. The downfall to that tho is I've gotta be there all morning and all evennig to set up. I don't have the option of sitting with my senior friends or even arriving with them. Aaaand I have to stay after to clean up. We can't leave until EVERYTHING is clean. Which is a drag since everyone else will be out at parties.
Blahhhh. I don't know. I HATE CHOICES!