So it's been a long time since I've posted. I dunno I've just been avoiding it... no clue really why *shrugs* Maybe it's just a phase, and now that I am posting this.. i'll get into the habbit of doing it ... or not .. *grins ( Read more... )

So it's been quite a while since I've posted in my journal. It's not because I've had nothing to say, it's because I didn't want to. I guess I was just waiting to see what things would happen, and to see where things ended. *shrugs* I thought about posting many times I just decided to hold off on it for the time being. So .. Now I'm ready to ( Read more... )

My lord it's been a while since I've written in my journal. One I've been busy with the holiday's, two for a while I was kinda feeling eh and tried hermiting away in my room, and three I really didn't have much to say. But fear not! I'm here now with much to say to my loyal readers *taps microphone* ... Uh... does anyone actually read this? * ( Read more... )

So I got a brand new laptop *lol* .... Some of you out there are probably sitting there thinking .. "Wait .. didn't you JUST get a laptop". heh ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while since I've posted anything in my Journal. Let's just say my life has been quite calm by my standards. Still finding it very odd how things have turned out, but everything has turned out for the best. I find myself feeling more alive and happier than I've ever been each day. *does a little dance ( Read more... )

My god it feels so good to actually feel decent :| *blink* .... I've been sick roughly since Monday. By Tuesday night I was beginning to feel pretty bleh. I went to work at my normal time and by 11:00 my throat hurt, my head hurt.... and I just wanted to go home. So I did. By Wednesday ... I had barely slept because my head hurt so bad, my ( Read more... )

So I finally have a bed to add to my new room in Spokane :D The bed I had ordered Sunday/Monday finally came in so me and my dad picked it up and took it too the apartment and set it up. My mom decided to give me my x-mas presents early which was a mattress cover, sheets, a really soft cushion thing, and a comfy .. blanket thing *does a little ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while since i've had a nightmare like this rattle me so much. So real, yet ... what it had to do with disturbed me quite a bit. I won't get into any details of it. Basically it involved all the people I love and care about getting hurt... by me. And when I say hurt I mean physically :| Yah ... bad nightmare. You know that ( Read more... )

So I've been on the drug Strattera for about 5 days now. I'm feeling ... different I think. Maybe It's because I'm expecting something who knows. I'd have to say a lot of my thoughts seem clearer... but i'm not completely sure. Yesterday I moved from 25MG to 40 MG (First 4 days was just the beginning pills). Though I should be feeling the ( Read more... )

My life continues to have many twists and turns. Some good, some bad. But ... in the end it will all be for the good I think ( Read more... )