I have come to realize. that things happened to me for a reason. whether it was to teach me that love comes before all. or to show me how much love im capable of giving. or whatever. Maybe Danny and i werent meant to be together, but whatever those 4 month were.. they were something. I really do feel different because of it. July 5th was a new ( Read more... )

i feel so shitty. i feel like going into hibernation. if only i could sleep correctly. its like "half in- half out" sleep. the worst. i hate it. i hate what has become. i hate everything right now. i feel so bitter. i feel so angry. i feel so lost. i feel so let down. i let myself down. im so stupid. i hate me right now.

like you have no idea.

What i have is so wonderful. I love my life, I love what it consists of ( Read more... )

i cant let anything stop me.

i have to be everything i want to be.

i only have one life to remember, and thats this one. so i have to have as much fun as possible. zoe, get your ass down here. i need you. we could experience life together, we can do everything together.

nothing will stop me. im gonna do it. just watch.

so here i am at home. bored as hell. my hubby is away for business and im left in the dark. lol. no, id much rather be home bored.. than flying around going crazy. He is gonna be in vegas, and its prolly like 400 degress right now. so fuck that. Im hungry, i want in n out. i think ill get ready and go get some. i just woke up like 45 mins ago. i ( Read more... )

Tonight i went to the club with her. everything went perfectly fine but she lost my keys. sure it seems harmless. but a lot of things add up. i wouldnt be so mad if she just owned up to what she does. if she accepted responsibilites for what she does ( Read more... )

hey everyone. recently i was working at Sally beauty supply. but i quit. lasted about 2 1/2 months. haha. these boots just werent made for working. also.. i have an apt tuesday to get my lips done. AGAIN. im thinking about getting some botox too. into my frown lines. ugh, i hate those lines. i still love to go out and party it up with friends. i ( Read more... )

so i got my lips done today. and i absolutely love them. i cant wait til i get more. they are so hot. here are before and after fotos.
***Before***


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so lets see. what have i been up to? i have been working, i work at Sally beauty supply. its fun, easy as hell and cool. i get great discounts, and i love to dye my hair.. so it totally works for me. i want to move onto Sephora sometime this year maybe, or MAC. sad thing is, i just recently found out i am allergic to MAc. im still pretty sad about ( Read more... )