im mean to him .. idon't mean to be.. he just does'nt show enouggh anything.. maybe cuz im not with him, but i wnat him to be over the top until i am.. id onno idont' meant ob e mean.. but i am.. i need to be a good girl..

so nichole hasn't updated in years.. so i will now.. im moving to az in 13 days.. im going to go be with the best guy in the world.. he's so sweet.. he's the best.. i wish i could go sooner, but its to expensive so i had to wait.. i was upset about stupid shit that happend with my x.. he made me feel better.. he's awsome.. we are dating now.. i ( Read more... )

yah okay nichole hasn't updated this shit in a while..i have wonderful court today.. for public intoxication..thanks bryan jackson your the best..if i was so nuts he should have punched me knocked me out, and drug me to my car.. i would have woke up eventurally and drove home..wisky<3.. i don't want to go to court.. i hate life.. im ganna get a ( Read more... )

oh man i havn't updated in a while..the other day some guy open his hands and in them layed 6 crack rocks.. he was trying to score some xtc and was willing to trade..man that was crazy.. it looked like old cheese.. just like they say.. wierd..trish is moving to austin in oct. lauren is moving to ny in nov. james wants me to move to ca to go to ( Read more... )

the other day we were at a show, and this guy comes up to us and pulls out a joint.. im like wahts in this.. he's like nothing and smiles and says he doens't do anything.. im like yah right.. so we smoke it he told us he used to do heroin ect.. then he was trying to get xtc from us..then he goes i'll be right back.. then he comes back.. he says i' ( Read more... )

i went to wholefoods today to get me some vegan food.. god its so hard.. maybe it would be easier if i just cooked somthing and knew what to get.. i donno.. saturday i went to a show.. fought with bryan and got kicked out.. my window got busted out some how.. only my cd's got stolen.. no money or anything else.. bullshit.. i know who it was.. but ( Read more... )

my grandpa said i have to go to councling.. he said he thinks im giong to kill myself or some one else, and i have way to much anger..trish doesn't want to live with me anymore because she said i don't care about anything, and she fears that..i donno whats happening in my head..its like im running around with my head cut off..im sick of loosing one ( Read more... )

haha bryan jackson put me in jail.. i pissed my pants and i was in jail..haha wisky makes me crazy..at lunch..i was standing in the middle of the room with my blanket..allthe black girls at the table were like are you not eating? i was like no cuz im vegan..they all screamed for me to give them my food..fucking funny.. i got my septom peirced last ( Read more... )

wow so i almost got fired from alamo.. i went out friday night.. some how i got so wasted.. beyond wasted.. i slept tell 9 pm last night and couldn't walk.. i think i took somthing or somthing..i don't know.. i made out with my friend james asian friend.. ha i made out with an asian..i invited this kid that i met to rebeccas and when they got there ( Read more... )

yah so i went to see the daughters tonight.. god i love that band.. i went to buy a shirt.. i was like yes iw nat to buy a shirt.. he goes thats not the daughters playin on stage.. im like yah i know.. he's like your the coolest girl here wearing a deicied shirt.. then he gave a mea free sticker.. he said he wans't in the band then later when they ( Read more... )