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my grandpa said i have to go to councling.. he said he thinks im giong to kill myself or some one else, and i have way to much anger..trish doesn't want to live with me anymore because she said i don't care about anything, and she fears that..i donno whats happening in my head..its like im running around with my head cut off..im sick of loosing one i care about..i just need one.. i donno i might not have a roomate in oct. when my lease is up..i donno i can't control myself..like when trish gets mad at me i start screaming and hitting my head all crazy or when someone pisses me off.. she said i don't treat her like a human..i donno.. maybe i go away.. she put my wisky in the freezer..i like my wisky HOTTTTT..god damn it..