i got those little myspace accounts.. all these emails im getting.. this one lady wants me to be her "main" model because hers is moving out of state.. i have the perfact face.. wft ever.. my boobs are way to big and im not very skinny..it was just the eyes in that pic that she seen.. theres this one kid that emailed me......nevermind that.. i ( Read more... )

dried vomit on my sheets.. what i night.. i talked to dustin on the phone for an hour.. dustin.. MY LOVE.. ahh what a great night..then josh came over, but i donno what happend i smoked pot.. vomited and pased out..snake is still missing.. im sad..

i havn't showerd since friday afternoon.. my head is starting to itch.. i don't give a fuck.. i've been in a sad bitchy mood forever.. i want my god damn snake..i have bad dreams about him and can't sleep.. i want my snake god damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my precious snake is still missing.. i tore up my house.. im so sad.. i wnat my baby..i love him..he's my child..i hope he's okay..my mother is coming over to help me look for him..i hope he's here.. i hope i didn't do somthing to him or with him.. oh god help me please!!

oh my god!! i was really wasted last night after we got back from the bar.. jello shots get you hardcore..well i was sleeping with my snake.. NOW HE'S GONE!! i love him.. where'd he go..usually when i let him out he sleeps with me..even if i put him across the room he finds me and sleeps with me.. i donno im freaking out.. my mom is coming over to ( Read more... )

aww i seen him today.. for about a min or 2.. i miss him alot alot.. i wish i was like it was befor..but i don't think it will.. i was in a shitty mood all day today.. very bad bad mood.. i work 2 gaay ass jobs, and i want to have my bar.. but nooooooooooooooooo no money for meee... i can't go to school either cuz i'll quit and i don't have time.. ( Read more... )

so yah my roommate is selling her jeep right.. so yesterday this guy calls and says he lives in the apts. and he wants to look at it..so he come over and talks to her about knives and thinks he knows about metal cuz he has christian death metal that i would like and all this wierd wierd shit.. and he had to like tell him about the jeep cuz he kept ( Read more... )

i just got off work and my fucking air was on 71.. my bill is already 172.. fucking shit fucks.. and theres food all over my kitchen.. shits!!! yah today at work was one of the best days.. all we did was talk about sex.. theres 3 of us girls.. and we got everyone talking about sex and shit all day long..even the managers.. we spread gossip too.. i ( Read more... )

wow i havn't updated in a long time.. i checked my mail today.. 45 emials.. i had alot of peta shit on there.. and this gay punk shit.. i donno.. my foot is asleep..i don't know why everyone is so giddy about 4th of july..i just went to target and bought a book shelv im goin go paint black with white poka dots on.. and walked around walmart ( Read more... )

yah so i've been working my ass off.. opening at one job and closing at another.. im so poor right now.. but yah.. im opening a bar/lounge/club thingy soon.. so yah.. all my time and money will be in this next little project.. i can't wait.. i love it..so so so tired though..bryan talked to me.. im so happy about that.. we might be friends agian.. ( Read more... )