i think i'm hitting
the depression stage
before time
:/
that or i'm just
pms'ing
haaahaaaahh
hopefully its just that
hmmpt.

only got a month left ( Read more... )

i'm in a slump
i don't understand how everything could have turned to shit
in a matter of months.
i honestly don't know what we're gonna do in a month from now
everything is going to be so hard.
it even makes me tear up.
fuckk i don't even want to think about it anymore
but it seems like thats all i do.

financially&emotionally we are fucked.

last night was ( Read more... )

ha i'm all stoned ( Read more... )

somethings wrong me.
and i feel it!
i can't pinpoint it though.
the reason i say this is...
[ugh i know its really stupid, i know it is]
but i eat so much more than i use to
[and i use to think it was just because of the muchies, but i haven't smoked into 2 months! well sorta hahaha]
and for no reason
just because its there
and its really fucking with me
but ( Read more... )

there's kinda this guy that I think I like... I think about him a bit and occasionally he visits me in my dreams hmm but its a secret ;) I'll admire him from far for now but honestly that's all I'll be doing cuz I'm sure that's all he'll be a crush. :/ but I'm sure its for the best.

ahhh
i know i'm so repetitive in this thing
but i can't help to think about all the things that have changed
in a matter of 4-5 months
my attitude towards everything and everyone
like i don't even wanna hang out anymore
there's people that i'm just like blahh about
and people that  make me just feel so comfortable
haha i dunno?
before i felt so sad about it
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I feel like writing. Writing to someone who will respond with something interesting to say. Someone who'll
always write back. I guess you can say I want a pen pal...I'd enjoy that. I just wanna know there's somebody
that will listen. No matter the circumstance. My rants, my bitching, my sadness, my happiness and everything
else in between. That'd ( Read more... )

i dunno ( Read more... )

yup yup ( Read more... )