i feel...weird.

[evet_threat]

i dunno
i've been thinking a lot?
is it bad that i'm changing?
is it bad that i'm not hanging out like i use to?
don't drink or smoke like before?
fuckk mann so many questions have entered my mind lately
and i don't know how to answer them
:/
i guess the only way i'll know is in the future huh?
thats the only time i'll know if i made the right or wrong decisions.

i'm sorry if i've been distant towards some of you...
i dunno :/
i do feel bad...
but half of the people i use to kick it with last year during this time
tss...i have NO idea whats going on in their lives
and not to talk shit...i don't think its my fault
i just feel like i don't have shit here on fridays
they don't need me anymore
yehh. :/
but fuck it
thats life...
you lose some
and you gain some.
whatev.