Its been 5 months since my last update....however, my last post still stays the same :) I'm loving life :)

Is there a way to make my whole journal for friends only? Or do I have to click it as friends only every single time I update? I learned something today that was bothersome to me and I want to make this a friends thing...HELP!

"Erin, do you know that if you go to bed with braids in, you'll wake up in the morning with curly hair?" --my cousin Anna. She said this so sincerely. It must have been a huge discovery when her hair ended up curly for the first time. haha ( Read more... )

Trevor and I had a miserable day together. We layed around, watched TV, ate popsicles, and played chess. He slept and took drugs. I get my pills tonight. Hopefully this will be gone by Thursday.

These are the kinds of days that I miss talking with you. Oh, what a day.

I love it that you told me. I love you and I hate to see you hurt. I hurt terribly right now. I wish I had the answers. We both see life as black and white and really, it's grey. It's hard to live in a grey world but it is do-able. I want you to know that. I'm here. I'm so glad that you just "had" to tell me. Our friendship means more then ( Read more... )

I can't wait until 9:00pm. No I'm not going out with friends. No I don't have a date. No I'm not doing anything exciting. I'm just babysitting at 9. After work today, I took a nap and now I am ready for the next round. I find myself looking forward to babysitting because it is something I can do. Even when I'm not doing anything besides ( Read more... )

I was shopping the other day for decent length shorts for a reasonable price. I failed miserably. I hate shorts. I really do, but I'm outside a lot and get really hot. I'm not going to pay $40.00 for a pair of shorts even if they are appropriate. I'd rather ware pants even if it is 87 degrees out. This is when I hate being a girl. I dislike ( Read more... )

My dad and I started talking today around 8:00pm. We finished 3.5 hours later. It's been a while since we have had a talk. We took a walk and then a drive and then we ended up in our living room. We talked about people and growing up and friendships and people in our lives, but surprisingly the thing we talked about most was dating. Dating ( Read more... )

I keep being reminded of why Christ died. Not just people saying it and me hearing it, but me actually listening and re-understanding. Like when you get something for the first time only I keep getting this over and over. Kind of cool. I think God will somehow use this for my present situation.