So this time yesterday I was worried that I had not done enough research and that there was no way that I was going to be able to finish this history essay by Wednesday next week when it is due. Well I just finished typing up my essay plan. I still have to shuffle around a couple things and put everything in perfect order so that it makes sense. ( Read more... )

OK, so it turns out that I am not moving out. I looked into the feasibility of it and have determined that it is unfeasible. So Meg is still living on Rinna's couch and I am trapped where I am. There is something secure about acknowledging my imprisonment. It means that I don't have to worry about getting out and I can cope instead ( Read more... )

Seriously, I am THIS close to a nervous breakdown or panic attack or whatever. My hands are shaking too much to even type this properly but I need a good and proper rant or I am going to start hyperventilating and then I won't make it to my last class today and all I need to do is show up to get a passing grade, thank gods. It's only worth about ( Read more... )

Man, this is the third time I have had to miss a class this week, and for stupid reasons too. Not one of these times would I have missed class if I had had my shit together. Today for example, I had to miss my afternoon class because I forgot to bring my charger so that I could recharge my laptop between class so I had nothing to write notes with. ( Read more... )

One thing I don't like about Fall is that I always seem to get sick. I get less sleep and my days are busier, add in the fact that I don't have a proper fall jacket, am surrounded constantly by children in varying states of illness, and was out in the rain for way too long yesterday and it is only understandable that I get sick a lot. I think I ( Read more... )

It's hit me again, as it does from time to time, that feeling of profound loneliness. The feeling you get when you are lost in a crowd of people and you don't know a soul. This was the source of my depression back in first year. I had acquaintances, but no real friends. Oh, I had Heather, and Mike, and all you lovely people that live in my computer ( Read more... )

So I had my other two classes yesterday. My Preconfederate Canadian History Class... well... the jury is still out on that one. The Prof took over an hour to go through the syllabus. -_-;;; This, of course, was after he was five minutes late and spent another 2 minutes playing with the sliding chalk board. LOL So, it could be better once he starts ( Read more... )

So today was the first day of school. It was actually cool beans. I somehow managed to get to all my classes on time and didn't make a fool of myself. Except when I did the fangirl OMGRLY? stare at my children's lit proff when he said he brought Phillip Pullman into one of his classes once and might do it again. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ( Read more... )

So I'm all done my course registration for winter semester. I still need to register at a school for my practicum for the semester. I'll do that tomorrow, right along with picking and registering my courses for fall semester. I do have to pick and do an Ed Psych course, the rest are a non-ed option and i have three open options. Basically, I can do ( Read more... )

I am so pissed off right now. You have no idea. Everything is conspiring against me to make things absolutely terrible right now. It's actually rather retarded and it all comes down to one thing. I'm flat fucking broke. If I had money I could fix all my problems ( Read more... )