I'm stuck thinking about life and where I am. Where I stand. And I shouldn't compare it with everyone else. I have my own path to live. But I can't help but look onto other tracks and wonder if I'm doing something wrong. Well, not necessarily wrong, but am I holding myself back. Am I keeping myself here out of fear or am I really saving money? Have ( Read more... )

Everything is kind of in the same spot as before.

Nothing new.

Jesus Christ, it's been too long.

Things to look forward to:

1) Shoe shopping
2) Nikki's bday stuff
3) Lunch on Friday
4) Dinner Party
5) Thanksgiving
6) Christmas
7) My birthday
8) Super long weekend
9) AWESOME PRESENTS
10) PAX /Boston Trip
11) August
12) vacation time :P
13) seriously. awesome. presents.

I'm tired of being tired ( Read more... )

So I go to look for you, and find out that you died.

I'm kind of disconnected right now.

I wish there was something I could do.
That I could have been there.
Said good bye or something.
Anything.

My Pennsylvania boy.

I will always miss you.

I don't feel like talking anymore.
It's a bad spot when there are no words.
No communication.
No thoughts.

And there's no one.
I don't think it would make sense anyway.
No one to call to tell.

I'm gone.
Just, catch me already.

I love super long weekends with random trips to Albany.

Also, I've started watching Sliders <3

There's no way this much good shit can happen at once. Really. Part of me is trying to force myself to be happy with it because that's how life is supposed to work. But the other half of me is waiting for the other shoe to drop.

It's always when things are starting to feel really shitty, and I start getting pretty down that a night like this happens. And I feel better. It was one of those moments that I felt like that was exactly where I was supposed to be. In that moment of time, I was where I was meant to be. Everything fit together and it was fun. It was perfect ( Read more... )