I had the weirdest out of body experience..I'm not sure if it was out of body or extremely introspective... I was standing on the stage during musical practice.. I could see the dust in the beams of the stage lights.. and all of a sudden everybodies' voices became muffled background noise like I was underwater and I felt so tiny. Like I looked at ( Read more... )

i hate one sided conversations... im trying to get to know someone and i keep asking all the questions and they dont seem to want to know one thing about me ..maybe they are just in for the sex..i dunno... this entry sounds self absorbed but its late and boys are dicks

Its been a long time since I updated last ... umm.. not too too much going on .. lately I havent had homework which is so WEIRD! I'll probably get hit with it really soon (ick) I'm pretty happy right now, spending alot of time with friends. Marymethadone said she would make my eljay look cool so that makes me smile.. this weekend should be busy- ( Read more... )

Unfortunately my updates will not be as frequent due to the fact that for the next 2 marking periods I have Business Law in the mornings instead of Marketing - I am no longer in the PC lab :( Oh well...I guess you guys will just have to call me or go for coffee to find out what is happening in my oh-so fasinating life! hehe... tonight I went to ( Read more... )

I think marymethadone and I are the only ones that update dailey.. for shame..lol jk... I have decided I need to be more happy- everyday - I am happy right now b/c I have hot chocolate.. ok bye :)

I deleted everything I downloaded on Limewire yesterday. My mom was complaining cuz it was making our computer slow and she thought that there was a virus or something. I was going to try and burn it on to a cd, but alas patience is a virtue I do not have. Im a lil worried b/c Limewire had 2 desktop folders on my pc and it will only let me delete ( Read more... )

OK so my friday was fun up until about 11pm...lol..I can laugh about it now b/c I know everything is okay and it wasn't extremely serious, just unpleasant. After school I went to work on scenes with Dani & Mary for Goulapalooza. FUn times...then Mary adn I went shopping for unmentionable items, afterwhich we enjoyed eachother's company at a new ( Read more... )

Sorry I havent updated in awhile..life has been a little busy. I have just been going from one day to the next in a blur. Im really frustrated because I have been going to physical therapy for like EVER and my back and shoulder are still "F"ed up ... I just wish my body would stop being so tight! It's like my muscles never relax (ugh) Knots are a ( Read more... )

I was looking at other eljays today and at how awesome they are with their fancy icons and such adn have come to the conclusion mine sucks (lol) I am not computer savy and am not sure how to make a neat background or put an icon with an entry. HELP!!

I am taking this oppurtunity to vent. Everyday...and by everyday i mean EVERY FRIGGING DAY...the "popular" kids (aka:I'm so insecure I couldnt have my own peronality if i tried)sit on the floor infront of the lockers. The seniors did it last year adn ofcourse we mustn't stray too far behind the crowd. SO anyways..everyday I go to get my shit out ( Read more... )