You are being forewarned that I write about whatever and whomever I want to write about with no explanations, no apologies. Don't like something you read? Great. Don't read it. I curse. I say things that are completely uncalled for when I'm angry. I'm in a battle between hating religion with every fiber of my being and wanting more than anything to ( Read more... )

List three books that have changed your life:

-pretty little dirty by amanda boyden.
-the alchemist by paolo coelho
-the spy who came in from the cold by john le carre

I'm really tired of my babies dying. I'm really tired of being sick. I'm really tired of missing Jeremy. I miss my old life. I hate this one.

I am losing my fucking mind. I think I'm sleepwalking again. Here are the facts ( Read more... )

Tarot reading a month ago said I'd reconnect with an old friend and an intense relationship would come out of it.

So far, so good :)

I fall asleep to the radio now. I listen to the radio as i'm getting ready in the morning. I go to bed at a normal hour. I sleep all night. I wake up with enough time to really get ready. Small things to most people. Huge things to me ( Read more... )

Ask My Mom How She Is ( Read more... )

Finn's dad has started talking to me again. I have mixed feelings about this. But Finn likes it. He's found lots of ways to say hi. I think he tells Aunt Ellie hi a lot. Sometimes I see "fin" in random places. I take it as a sign even though it's just french ( Read more... )

I am fully committed to doing as little as possible today. Which is why I am so extremely annoyed that my coworker is too busy planning her next vacation while her 9:00 appt is waiting in the lobby. And I keep getting bugged by the receptionist because my coworker won't answer her pages ( Read more... )

After my 3rd meltdown in 3 days, I made some decisions. One, I hope something horrible happens to Finn's dad and at his darkest hour, I hope the person he needs the most isn't there for him. Yeah, that's mean but karma's a bitch. Two, I am no longer protecting him. I am no longer keeping his secrets. No, i'm not going to broadcast them but i'm not ( Read more... )