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After my 3rd meltdown in 3 days, I made some decisions. One, I hope something horrible happens to Finn's dad and at his darkest hour, I hope the person he needs the most isn't there for him. Yeah, that's mean but karma's a bitch. Two, I am no longer protecting him. I am no longer keeping his secrets. No, i'm not going to broadcast them but i'm not going to lie, change the subject, or most importantly, allow myself to be blackmailed by his fucking friends.
If he wants to treat me like I don't exist, i'm just going to have to be visible. Because you do not treat me like that. You don't make me think you care about me until I care and then tell me you don't and then tell me you do after I stop and then when I start to care again, knock me up and say it's not your child even though the child is dead and IT IS your child and then try to make it seem like I don't exist.
Fuck you, Jeremy.
If he wants to treat me like I don't exist, i'm just going to have to be visible. Because you do not treat me like that. You don't make me think you care about me until I care and then tell me you don't and then tell me you do after I stop and then when I start to care again, knock me up and say it's not your child even though the child is dead and IT IS your child and then try to make it seem like I don't exist.
Fuck you, Jeremy.