_______My life_______ ( Read more... )

i just got home from cleaning.
i didnt sleep last night.
i could have, but i chose not too.
instead, i faked falling asleep in his arms,
just so i could watch him sleep.

it would seem as though i have no reason not to be happy ( Read more... )

well tonight can easily go down as one of the most amazing nights of my life.
it started out horrible. i was sure it would end that way too.
but it didnt. it was great and im simply astounded.

tonight, i saw jake for the first time in a month ( Read more... )

i just dont have the heart to tell him.
its not fair, none of it.

its not fair that i still think about jakeits not fair that its this hard ( Read more... )

G**damn the black night with all it's foul temptation
I become what I always hated
When I was with you then

but im more lucky than most..

and things are so new and beautiful.
unique, and i couldnt feel more blessed.
and im at a loss for words.

but i like this.
and him.
and october.

i have a boyfriend ( Read more... )

sometimes, i really hate my life. like with a severe passion. i have a series of a few good days, then something just hits me.. like a brick. its like dammit you know? i know i know, and i think you know too ( Read more... )

1. Initials: HMB ( Read more... )

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life is pretty crazy ( Read more... )