you know this is real when you're scared to reveal.

[emo_princess_05]

i have a boyfriend.
and that makes me happy.
not as happy as i expected, but happy nonetheless.

and the lake is beautiful at night.
but i despise overcast and people cutting donuts in the parking lot.
and i dont like curfews either.
i wish i were financially stable.

blindside is amazing.
they're the reason i bought my first pair of converse.
which im wearing right now, because i just cant part with them.
i got them for $8 at Goody's. before converse were what they are today.
and they are falling apart. but i dont care.

and i realize this is random, but so is my life.

i need to figure out what im going to be for halloween.
i know of four halloween shows going on this month.
two of which are occuring on the same day.
i think i will only go to two of the four though.
just because.

i slept for 15 hours today.
or monday, actually.
but im so tired right now.
and i need to sleep. because i have to clean tomorrow.
the spider house. i got bit by 3 spiders last time.
i wonder how many will bite me this time.

im going to go lay on the couch now.
i love you all.
take care.