Well, it sure has been a while, journal o' mine! A lot has changed. I'm now semi-comfortable with the group of friends I have. I seem to be getting mass loveage, which is awesome for a change :D Phoebe, Kodie, Amos, Skii, Kate, Travis ... and Zoe ^_ ( Read more... )

Well today was certainly interesting! I woke up kinda late, but when I finally got going, dad took me for my first driving lesson in about a year. I completely freaked out ... I kept making mistakes and I couldn't tell whether I was too close to either side of the road and dad kept getting scared and raising his voice at me and I ended up pulling ( Read more... )

It's a world of horror, of pain.
Ashes and embers fly
And flames lick the wounds they inflicted.
Smoke rises as a shelter for the chaos
Smoke shields the suffering from Heaven.
It's black.
The sun hides from us all,
Clouds silence screams of the innocent.
There's no wind,
No air but a stench like the breath of decay,
And blood
And flesh
And bones, bodies
Are ( Read more... )

Oh my God. I'm so horrible ( Read more... )

It is now 8:20am. My alarm goes off at 6:00am. I catch the bus at 7:40am. Today, I woke up at 8:00am ( Read more... )

There is something seriously wrong with me. I don't fucking LEARN, do I? Fuck Terri, get a fucking life you loser bitchface cunt.

So yesterday, me and Jade went to stay at Amanda's house. Amanda was going to pick me up at like midday, but she overslept and ended up coming at around five! But that's OK. Man, when I saw her, I was just like "holy cunt!". I didn't know how to act, I felt awkward ... but that faded eventually. We had to stop and grab alcohol and junkfood, etc, ( Read more... )

Ah, my trusty emo journal. How I've missed thee.

I'm going to Amanda's tomorrow. That's if she ever gets online to confirm everything lol

I'm going a little spaz. Yes, spaz, it's my new word. So bite me.

Anyway, back to Amanda ... it's like, one minute I'm fine, I'm confident enough to go and now feel like I'm gonna pass out. Next minute, I'm ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's Kodie's birthday. She's 11. She has her friend Catherine over. Which, you know, fair enough ( Read more... )

Here is a big ol' list of all the things I would tell or ask people if I could:

• Do you honestly think I care about how YOU feel?
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• Go ahead and punch me, bitch! If I'm lucky it'll fucking hurt.
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• Yes, I'm bisexual. I'M A FUCKING BISEXUAL! I'D FUCK A CHICK AND I'D LOVE IT!