I'm so sick of the people I've been surrounding myself with for what seems like forever. I mean, who's to say that half the people I know are my friends? A friend isn't someone who tries to get with someone you previously dated& were in love with. A friend doesn't ask your ex boyfriend to hangout and start talking to him all the time out of no ( Read more... )

Recently everything around me has been falling apart.
I'm not looking for attention or pity, but it's come
down to the fact that I'm jobless, car-less, alone,
having family problems, bad grades, and I'm stuck in a rut.
Maybe seeing all of this happen is a wake up call-that I need
to start taking responsibility for my actions and making
the ( Read more... )

Dear _____ ( Read more... )

I've never been the greatest with words or even saying how I feel but I can honestly say I've finally seen the fine line between a heart being broken and completely shattered. I never want to let my guard down again, or open myself up to anyone for that matter. All that's left of me is this empty space inside my chest. I suppose the hardest part is ( Read more... )

I feel like I am stuck in a rut. I can't explain it, but I keep falling deeper& deeper into it. Nothing is happening in my life- good or bad. My life has become so predictable& boring; I need some escape from everything. I'll admit, I'm actually looking forward to starting school on the 23rd. I'd like to be working more& have less time on my hands ( Read more... )

I just watched the saddest video of my life& it has turned me against eating meat completely..sooo I'm going back to being a vegetarian. I wanted to do it before I even watched the video, but its just made my decision a lot easier ( Read more... )

I really feel like I'm meant for something more than this, I mean..can this really be as good as it gets?

I also really can't wait until I go off to college. I look forward to starting all over again in a new place, with new friends.

My God, people around me are so negative.
Everyone assumes that the things I do are doomed
before I even get the chance to do them, so I'll just
have to prove them wrong.

Sometimes I think I'm extremely hard headed ( Read more... )

yeah so apparently I'm a crazy driver that runs into stop signs and scares the shit out of people. oops.

well on the bright side, I'm going to college in August and my birthday is in 46 days. =)