ok it's a joe thing!! grrr why do i always seem to find myself in situations where I always get my heart broken??? I know he isn't really into show affection so why do I wnat him too sooo bad? I know I prolly will never have a chance with him so why am I doing this to myself??? anyone???

well I can type this here cuz the guy it's about doesn't have a live journal ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so frustrated!!!! i don't want to go on with life anymore!!!!! the person i love with all my heart is gone, so far away. and the people who i'm closest to don't understand!!! i want someone to know what it's like to be all alone!! my world is collapsing all around me and the walls are caving in! my ( Read more... )

Bob if this one ever gets read to you..(hint hint guys!! ;)...) sorry it has to go like this ( Read more... )

ok bob today, the day b4 he leaves for oklahoma, slammed my hand in jennas car door and i think three of my fingers are broken. poor bob!

Well i talked to Bob and he still likes me and i still like him but there is nothing I can do about any of that. I am forever obligated to David and i don't know what to do with these feelings. And the ultamite answer as to do what with my feelings is nothing. I can't do anything about them except try to have them go away! And Bob and i have agreed ( Read more... )

weeeellll! here's the deal. I know not many people will read this so i guess it's ok to write it. if you haven't already noticed, I kinda have a little crush on a person we'll call Bob. (for those of you who know who the F i'm talking about great! if not bummer!) Now bob and I have become very good friends this year and have grown very close! He ( Read more... )

Well it has been quite a year or about a year I guess! To all those who decide to read this who know me this is for your refrence! Well you all know the largest new change that has happend in my life, my best friend and boyfriend, David, left for collage. While i sit at home struggling on my dumb high school math homework. If you havent noticed ( Read more... )

yo i'm sick at home today and I dunno if i like this new journal site as much as my other one. yesterday was my birthday and now yeah i have a computer.