FRUSTRATION!!!

[el_mundo]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so frustrated!!!! i don't want to go on with life anymore!!!!! the person i love with all my heart is gone, so far away. and the people who i'm closest to don't understand!!! i want someone to know what it's like to be all alone!! my world is collapsing all around me and the walls are caving in! my heart has been crushed and my spirit snatched! all i ever want to do is cry and tell people. why am i so lost.......? why does my heart ache with unexplainable sorrow.......? how come i'm the only one to know this pain....? when will it leave......? i need an endless loving hug from someone who wants to help, not simpathy or pity. just love and sorrow! sorrow that shares the light of loss that knows the path of misery and solemn state of depression.............

so my life shall travel on forever, until the sun ever shines........... until the black treads back into the shadows and the paths seem welcoming, i shall travel, lonely, and frustrated