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Losing Control
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The Fire Within
05/02/2011: 5/2/4 (Monday-Tuesday)
I woke up minutes before 6:35 a.m. with an image of fire. It was as though I was looking at a picture. It had a white border on it - like it was a picture or image in a book. What was in my thoughts at the time was "fire and brimestone" and that I had been receiving messages all along but was not aware of them - ( Read more... ) -
"Empire of Dirt"
04/18/20011: 4/9/4
This last week has been ever changing; my life a crescent wave on the climb upwards. So much to report for myself and future reference.
The future. Holy shit. Yes, it's changing very quickly now.
So, I'll start with a recollection of several compoents of the last week. For one, I overbooked my calendar for www.pen-ya.org in the ( Read more... ) -
The Krueger
04/06/2011: 4/6/4
I want to get my writing done this morning.
I had a crazy, sadistic dream. What is it with Freddy Krueger? I have a secret fascination with him. Is it because he’s ugly or because he scared the shit out of me when I was 8 years old. Well, whatever the unconscious - covered from my view - captivation…there are plenty of fictional ( Read more... ) -
нет
04/04/2011: 4/4/4
In recollection of the weekend, I had a great weekend. I reacquainted with a couple from the ‘baseball’ days. Brey and I shared a fairly busy and well-rounded weekend.
04/05/2011: 4/5/4
I am putting my best foot forward but I have a rather small desire to throw an apple at someone.
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Falling, falling, falling
04/01/2011: 4/1/4
What do you think it means if I say….”is that a maybe?” I suppose silence is the best medicine but it doesn’t always work on me. It doesn’t deter me from expressing myself. I guess I’m an invader. I notice it doesn’t work for others (silence) and I don’t mind it- authentic or not…it’s what they are experiencing at the moment. I ( Read more... ) -
Parenting...and self-indulgence
03/31/2011: 3/4/4
I think watching ducks fly is one of the most beautiful experiences to have in the morning -particularly when they are eye level. On my drive this morning, two handsome ducks flew - one before the other - in direct line with my eyes [to the left ]. They’re long necks are adorable… and graceful. Birds are just amazing in general.
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Transformation
03/30/2011: 3/3/4
With as many times…that I wake-up with the word ‘transformation’ echoing in my mind; I begin to wonder what realm of sleep I am in. It’s been frequent in the last month. The Matrix - it’s quite clear - there is evidence - my programming is changing. The Script.
If [X != dreamworld.db”] then if [X != “transformation”] then if [X ( Read more... ) -
Well, today....Penises
Today, I did what I hadn’t done in a very long time…think about a penis. Yeh. I did. Not intentionally. Not at all…especially since I never intended to look at the ‘owner of said penis’ in such a fashion. Waaaa….
I will blame it on my friend. It’s all her fault. We were steadily joking about crushes and her friend’s awesome perspective about having ( Read more... ) -
Family Talk
What a great weekend trip. I was really hesitant to cancel PenYa interviews last week but after seeing my uncle and my cousin…I realized it was well worth the minor trepidation. My uncle is doing better than I imagined but I know he can make a full recovery and I’m planning on heading up to Austin once every 3 months (if not more often).
On my drive ( Read more... )