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04/04/2011: 4/4/4
In recollection of the weekend, I had a great weekend. I reacquainted with a couple from the ‘baseball’ days. Brey and I shared a fairly busy and well-rounded weekend.
04/05/2011: 4/5/4
I am putting my best foot forward but I have a rather small desire to throw an apple at someone.
Marriage, whew…no wonder I can’t see myself doing it again.
Two years and I’m still technically married. My ‘husband’ lives with his girlfriend and her three kids and well…that’s completely fine…what isn’t ‘fine’ is that he isn’t handling the affair. Drop a bogey on it, mister - just get it done.
There is still a part of me that wants to cry and scream…I’m reviving her right now as I write. I just can’t make someone do something if it is their choice not to do something. What the hell? I have been served by the HOA. No, WE have been served by the HOA for not complying with their rules. Rules not followed once I moved out. I can go on with pettiness. I am tempted to do it. But overall, this path…I created it. What can I say…there is a process for everything and this is but one process of growth - manifesting. I can still cuss can’t I? This bites. It’s biting me…this is what biting in the ass means…100% definition.
Oh yeah, I had another bite in the ass yesterday, too. That one is funny. It’s embarrassing but funny. I’ll deal with that one if it ever comes up. Perhaps, if I get clear of some things in my life…it won’t but I’m prepared to put it out there when it arrives. What I pay for a wild night of drinking…and choosing to do what is ‘not me’. Fact is, it was me…I consciously made the choice. I’m awesome!