I am not a pretty girl ( Read more... )

I am sitting in the lib...not wanting to read my atomic aftermath literature (i am a really bad enligh major) and I am waiting to go to the art show to a couple of mintues - I have my first ballroom dancing class tonight and I am very excited!!!! I hope it goes well - nothing really exciting is going - I am getting into my poetry more which is good ( Read more... )

The anxiety has set in and going to back to OWU scares more then anything. I have to face this head first and I can't run and hide. School is important to me. My life is important to me and having a good relationship with my family is important to me. But can I grow in a place that isn't happy?...This is what I wrote over five months ago. Now I am ( Read more... )

The anxiety has set in and going to back to OWU scares more then anything. I have to face this head first and I can't run and hide. School is important to me. My life is important to me and having a good relationship with my family is important to me. But can I grow in a place that isn't happy. I have made a promise to myself that I will stop ( Read more... )

those papers sit int he back of your bag. they are a consitent reminder of a mistake you made and for the past few days you have been beating yourself up over and over again. i don't want to convince you that it is going to be okay you are leaving a place that you love and it will be hard but you will hopefully leave everyone on good terms. the ( Read more... )

Was it a crime of passion?
Was it a crime of lust?
What ever it was it was while it lasted
It was nice
it was lustful but was it real
Was I really the one that lied in your arms
Was I the one that held your hand
I forget was it really me
Can you even tell me
Were you even there
Do you remeber

The depression as set in and I am horrified. Do you ever the feeling that you missed out on life - Do you ever wish that you could take it back and change things. I miss him and I don't know what it is going to be like when i go back there and I have to see him on a regualr basis again. Who am I going to hang out with next year. How am I going ( Read more... )

I think I have an addictive personality because i sat down to do work over an hour ago and since then I have been looking at pitcure I don't really care a lot about - how do I stop

Do you ever wonder ( Read more... )

I need help! I need advice. Why is that the big things in life the hardest thingst o do on your own. I am so fucking confused and I really don;t know what I am going to do next year - will I really be okay if I come back to delaware and Justin and I are not back together ( Read more... )