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I need help! I need advice. Why is that the big things in life the hardest thingst o do on your own. I am so fucking confused and I really don;t know what I am going to do next year - will I really be okay if I come back to delaware and Justin and I are not back together.
I packed myself and I moved to west coast. It was random but I did it all by myself.
I want someone to understand me. I want someone who knows me better then most. There are very very few people that I let into my life - there are very few people in my life that know all about my life. I want to able to show someone everything. There are are so many parts of me and my personality. And right now in my life there is only one person I want to share all those parts with and I don't know how to let that go. I don't want to loose him but I am just not sure he is ready. Have I beomce that girl? Do I beg men to come back to me? Do I cry and cry so they will stay with me? Am I really as dependent as I am dreting becomeing. I need the people I love the most right now and it is not love I need it is advice - I need advice from the people that I trust. I need guidence here.....
I packed myself and I moved to west coast. It was random but I did it all by myself.
I want someone to understand me. I want someone who knows me better then most. There are very very few people that I let into my life - there are very few people in my life that know all about my life. I want to able to show someone everything. There are are so many parts of me and my personality. And right now in my life there is only one person I want to share all those parts with and I don't know how to let that go. I don't want to loose him but I am just not sure he is ready. Have I beomce that girl? Do I beg men to come back to me? Do I cry and cry so they will stay with me? Am I really as dependent as I am dreting becomeing. I need the people I love the most right now and it is not love I need it is advice - I need advice from the people that I trust. I need guidence here.....