It has been awhile but life does not seem to be getting better - I discovered last night that my love of two years has decided it might be time for him to move on and I am just numb. I want to spend every waking moment of every day with him just so I know what he is doing and who he is doing it with. I need a distraction - I need something to ( Read more... )

is in more pain to night then she has ever been in her life

So it has almost been a year since I have posted but this time it is really good news. I am engaged to an amazing amazing man!

She was in my life for a little over three weeks and now she is gone - how can a bastard still a puppy out of someone's yard - who does that - what awful person just takes a dog and leaves and doesn't come back with it - doesn't anyone realize people have attachment to animals - don't people understand there are little girls who love dogs and think ( Read more... )

Life is going along as planned - I think ( Read more... )

is it over rated
is it reachable
is it something I want
is it even a possible outcome of life

why do we interact with people
why do we love each other
why do we hurt
why did I leave
and worst of all why do i want to sleep with somebody else

I MISS YOU LEAH AND JOHN WHY WHY WHY ARE WE NOT FRIENDS - WHAT DID I DO

Okay i realize it has been a while but nothing as really changed..my life is taken over by work/school/family and that man who is suppose to be the love of my life but when is love just not enough

I am injuryed and I am not going back to camp because the risk of infection is to high. I have broken up with my boyfriend looking for time and space. All in the span of two days. This summer is not working out how it was suspose to ( Read more... )

Last I stood in front of a mic and talked about an experience in high school. he was bigger and stronger then me. and even if there are no bruises he didn't stop. i said no and he didn't stop. and all the sorries in the world does not make the fear of being alone in a room with someone go away - it does not make the night time feel safer. it ( Read more... )