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It has been awhile but life does not seem to be getting better - I discovered last night that my love of two years has decided it might be time for him to move on and I am just numb. I want to spend every waking moment of every day with him just so I know what he is doing and who he is doing it with. I need a distraction - I need something to help me mend this broken heart that seems not to want to repair itself. I think the only thing that has gotten me through this break up so far is the little dog that sits between me and the keyboard right now. She is truthfully the one thing I look forward to everyday. I miss him so much sometimes - I just make up excuses just to go see him.