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What a day
I cried a lot today.
I don't know if it's heartbreak or disappointment or both. Or just an overwhelming sadness having to do with rapid change and uncertainties.
I know i wanted this. I just wish it wasn't so hard this quickly.
Ive barely been home 3 days. Juggling grief while just trying to survive while managing every other feeling while trying to ( Read more... ) -
Fuck you allen
Feeling very violent at my uncle right now. If we could have one meal or gathering where he doesn't make a comment on my body or health would be great. And it was as we were hugging goodbye... like "okay, bye bye go do exercise ..bye"
Literally no one asked your unsolicited medical advice ever. In any years I've been alive, I've not once asked or ( Read more... ) -
40
To my Brittany on your birthday
You should be 40
What a downward spiral the world is still in
But I've been spending more time on the sea
I see you in every bird
Soaring through the sky
I see you through the water
I am still asking why
Why you aren't here
Why it has to be this way
Would it have made a difference in the world
If you had actually stayed
I like ( Read more... )
