it's been almost three months.

i don't want to fix it or fix us anymore. maybe instead of loving you so hard, i should be myself for awhile. i should love me.

D.

i wanted you to fight my words.
i just wanted you to argue with me.
i really just wish you would have fought for me when i wrote you that extremely long message of farewell.

D.

sticks and stones no longer break my bones,
but your words they cut deep.
through muscle and sinews,
and etch into my bone,
the sentence that hurts,

you said you love me
i don't think you do

D.

"It's hard to give second chances. It's even harder to ask for them. A chance to do it again knowing what you know now, what you've learned. A chance to do it completely different. A chance to right our wrongs, to correct our mistakes. A chance to try and start over from scratch ( Read more... )

My words have officially dried up.

This space is becoming redundant for my expressions.

D.

Of late, my posts have been getting significantly shorter and less reflective, I know.  And most of the times, they are merely rants.

For those who have been keeping with my posts, remember this one that reflects my sudden realization in life?

I cannot comprehend the rat race we all put ourselves in, you know like ultimately what are we all chasing ( Read more... )

It's been a emotion rollercoster ride this past two or three weeks I don't even know where to begin penning.

I really have nothing to say anymore.

Gotta suck it up suck it up. Let it slide.

So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say

D.

if you're happy, i am :)))

We were so young and happy, and good together, I want us to keep that in mind and remember that forever. I do. I am, but I am afraid it's not mutual. It took me a long time to entirely trust someone so wholeheartedly, and this is exactly why I was afraid to do so - the fear of loss.

I've tweeted this and have always been a huge fan of Grey's Anatomy ( Read more... )

During this injury time which I'm currently on, I feel blessed and loved by every demonstrated thought and worry. And most I'm most genuinely sorry for not having enough time to be around as much as I should. I know I've been in the ruins for quite some time for now. It's scary to be free falling, but the only upside to it, is that it allows your ( Read more... )