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In trouble.
This is dangerous.
I know this.
I observe my limits
as laws.
Self imposed,
strictly and
importantly.
In everything.
...except
in how much wine I drink.
I'll allow this OMISSION
under circumstances
where your
happy, exposed teeth
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buy acrylics, paint picture
learn how to record with this damn computer from Kevin
record mini winter EP
finish short stories
get old stories from old computer
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i find that alot of ym creativity is fueled by watching others create things so beautiful. Its like righ tnow I feel so inspired by some music that Ive been listeing to that its all that i can think of. i feel sorry for the next person that i talk to because creating is all i want to talk about righ tnow. they proabnly dont want to hear about ( Read more... ) -
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It truly is amazing how the written word has shaped my life. I think Im waiting (whether or not I like to admit it) for something to come (back?) around. I think that very specific thing is someone who understand the written word as a romantic medium. I don't know why it is so important to me. It just is ( Read more... ) -
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and THATS IT--GOODDAMMIT, after seeing "Bridesmaids" I KNOW I should be writing. After the craft show today I KNOW I should be making shit and selling it. After seeing Chris play live I KNOW I should be making music.
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Some things will never change, mainly because I wont let them.
I was working at my job in the town close by. I waited all day for the moment to walk out of the job and into the place. I looked forward to the consumption of the stingy smell that came with that particular bar. Looking back now, Im sure it wasn't the bar, it was just the palpable smell of my anxiety and almost vomit inducing self-preservation ( Read more... ) -
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I am 21. I am going to a show tonight. I am depressed. I am crying at every word.
I am 22. I am going to a show tonight. I am home. I woke up in your house on your floor.
I am 23. I am going to a show tonight. I am shaking. I gave you my number to call.
I am 24. I am going to a show tonight. I am indifferent. I am 21 again. -
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although I over think, over feel, over emote, everreact, over obsess, and most off....over share...i just don't feel so sorry for it anymore. I feel like the kind of feelings and thougts that I have for a person need to be shared as the aren't probably told enoug what's great about them. I feel things to the tips of my finges and I just don't see ( Read more... ) -
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I am coming home for a full week. I will landon tuesday nigtand go ack next wed. Nigt. I ciuld not be more excited. How the hell am I suppose to work ?