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[dubbitsp]

It truly is amazing how the written word has shaped my life. I think Im waiting (whether or not I like to admit it) for something to come (back?) around. I think that very specific thing is someone who understand the written word as a romantic medium. I don't know why it is so important to me. It just is.

I told Sarah that I didnt know when I became this person who is afraid. Its a good question. Ive become so ordinary. Its disgusting.