I hardly think anyone actually reads my entries but hey, for the one person who might or might have at one point, I'm still alive. I have just been moving around a lot and have had a lot to do in the past couple of months. Lets take a look back shall we. I lived in Tucson, I overdosed, alomost died, met my soulmate Justin Bowdoin, then moved to ( Read more... )

The June 2005 Post was ment to be December 9th, 2004. My comptuer cloack was being stupid.

Although my birthday is not until July 9th, my boyfriend and his family threw a surprise party for me today. I thought that was the sweetest thing ever. I have never felt so loved by someone else's family before. His parents, Steve and Karen, actually wrote on the card they got me " love Steve and Karen". And they all pitched in to put everything ( Read more... )

The only words I can say are My God ( Read more... )

Sorry about the long pauses in between my entries. Too much stuff going on at one time. Everything just got kinda thrown into the air and I didnt have enough time to catch all the pieces and live a normal life at the same time ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

I am not quite sure what I am feeling right now. I can't decide whether I should be angry or sad. I was put on a three day suspension for not coming into work last tuesday. Yeah I know it sounds like I was being lazy or something but that is totally not the case ( Read more... )

So I realized today that I am a worthless excuse for a human being. Why do I say this, well for many reasons. I don't mean to sound like I am pitying myself in any part of this explaination but it always seems to sound that way in all of these entries. But I have to say one thing before I start typing anymore. Ask yourself the sdame question I ( Read more... )

So today is one of my two days off. It feels so great to be able to stay up as late as I want and not have to get up when I really don't want to and go to work. I know it sounds like I'm whining about having to go to work but in all actuality I'm really not. How is this possible you might ask? Well I''l just put it this way, I work at one of the ( Read more... )

I just spent like twenty minutes typing an entry and I so stupidlt hit one F*&#ING button and the whole damn thing got erased! GRRR! i'm so pissed off now. Well I right it later when I am not so pissed off.