now i can honestly say its been a while, though i can't really say why. i'm sure you all were desperately missing my accounts of procrastination, of which there were many. but that won't be for much longer. i have less than a week left of this semester. its almost unbelievable, but very very welcome. i've spent the past couple of weeks severely ( Read more... )

i think things are going sort of good for me. i'm writing some really decent poetry for the first time in a long while. two poems in the past couple of weeks, and i have some pieces scattered around that could turn into something of value. i used to be crap at writing confessionally. all my poetry, even when it was inspired by myself, i wrote in an ( Read more... )

autumn is such a good time. and its almost my favorite month, and therefore almost my birthday. almost. yesterday was mom's birthday and we went to el torero, and tonight we're having enchiladas and my oreo birthday cake. we were sitting out on the porch and the sun was so strong that my skin started to turn red ( Read more... )

i always like to mark the beginning of a new month or point in life. or something. apparently i was crap at it this time. perhaps i'm starting to lose interest in this place? perhaps i felt there was nothing really worth recording ( Read more... )

this is sort of a word vomit entry, you don't have to read if you don't want to, but i've had a hankering for typing something that isn't grotesquely forced ( Read more... )

i'm kind of sick of poetry now. not really in the bad way. i've written some things that i really like, but a little too much. my brain is a little invaded, cramped. i felt fine before i went outside, but then the cold wore me out. i'm considering waking christina up really rudely. hehe. goldie asked us to figure out which poem is the best out of ( Read more... )

quiet night tonight, christina's gone to bed early so the whole room's dark except for this little laptop. i'm not used to it yet, so i can hardly see the keys. i'm not really sure why i'm posting, nothing much going on, but i felt the sudden urge to. i felt the sudden urge to go outside, i saw the collected condensation on the window and for some ( Read more... )

the past couple of days have been full of weird nostalgia. kind of creepy actually but still pretty cool. we watched queen of the damned in anne rice class this week. it is just as bad as i remembered, possibly moreso, though i think i remember margeurite moreau's acting being a lot worse, as well as stuart townshend's. but the music - that's what ( Read more... )

writing a paper on pulp fiction is proving to be rather....disappointing. it's not hard at all, other than the fact that there's so much to talk about, nevermind that this paper is also on kiss me deadly, it's just that it feels like no matter how much i talk about it - it doesn't do it justice. and the funny thing is i didn't really like pulp ( Read more... )

mmm. procrastination. its tasty. i have three papers to due this week. one is due wednesday, the other two on thursday as my film midterm. i'm a lot more confident in my midterm this semester, though it still may not get in on time. ideally, i would do the first paper for film tonight, my bhp paper wednesday afternoon before class, and do the ( Read more... )