is it bad that i'm actually kind of happy to be unemployed for a little while? the problem with temp work, aside from the instability and lack of health insurance, is that there's no vacation days. i can't really plan for time off. so when i'm between jobs i have every intention of taking advantage of it. i can go shopping, schedule some doctor's ( Read more... )

i've had a really bizarre weekend. quite literally an emotional roller coaster. unfortunately, i can't be totally candid about it, which i think is why i was having such a hard time dealing with it all. i really just wanted someone to talk to, and there wasn't anyone available that didn't have a stake in things. i found myself wandering okcupid ( Read more... )

alexa, meet the real world. well sort of. i suppose its still childish of me to think there is a difference in the "real world" and the life i'm living now. but i suppose i will always feel childish so i will always live in an imaginary world ( Read more... )

man, i haven't posted in so long i almost forgot how ( Read more... )

i'm in a more more more kind of state of mind. working out felt good, it came completely naturally, but i kept on feeling like i could do more. i got in the shower, and i kept on thinking of ways to keep myself in there for another five minutes, and another and another. and i've become obsessed with circle lenses, contacts that make your irises ( Read more... )

a little while ago, i heard one of my coworkers talking about her crush on another coworker, her anxiety about not being his type and whether he could possibly have feelings for her. i listened to her and thought to myself "god, i so do not miss that." crushes usually involve maybe a week or two of giddiness at finding someone you're interested in ( Read more... )

well whaddya know, it doesn't look bad

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shall we do a comparison?

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the christmas tree looks so pretty this year. of course, its as sloppy and chaotic-looking as ever, but we got some new lights which are brighter and have stronger color, so it makes the whole thing glitter loudly. it confuses my eyes to stare at too long, because there's all these points of light coming from so many different directions, but i ( Read more... )

in the youtube vlogging community, an easy way to get interesting topics to talk about without much effort is by doing some question and answer videos. the vlogger makes a video inviting questions from his viewers, and a little while later after receiving them, he or she makes another video with the answers. it’s a simple way to start an ( Read more... )

um. so. that was fairly easy. mildly stressful, but its all done now, and i've sort anticlimactically landed back here in shelton. i'm bored, which shouldn't be surprising, its cold in this house, and when it gets dark it gets fucking dark because we're surrounded by woods and mom and dad have switched to energy efficient bulbs which seem to be a ( Read more... )