This is a subject, I have been told to not post about on Darkguild, and so, since this is my only way to get things, out, I have to post them here.I feel I can not even act in my own home, As if this place is not even my home, more like it belongs to Crow, because he has the rule of the roost. Fuck that shit. Seriously, and then, even Darkguild ( Read more... )

Blue Angel- Aaron Tippin ( Read more... )

Left alone, to sit and think ( Read more... )

Twisting turning, I am dieing, inside ( Read more... )

I try, I breathe, I smoke, I cry, I try.. I try not to let anger come through, and yet I have no coice, I have no control. I am hurt, hurt beyond belief, and I can do nothing about it.. As I sit here, watching things that make me sick watching people do things that bother me, I know that I have no control over it anymore.. I give up.. I quit trying ( Read more... )

well there is a friend of my friends, who happens to be married to one of the toothless wonders, so I got this IM tonight, and this is what it said.. I am going to find this redneck and beat his mother fucking gord in...Anyone wanna come along ( Read more... )

Why must I be this way, why must I always be the one who loses, why must it be that no matter how hard I try, that no matter how hard I desire to become someone that atleast a few people like, I am left far behind.. It is always the younger, the prettier, the skinnier who get the attention ( Read more... )

You know sometimes I never realize how horrible it is just to be me, I mean honestly I am an evil beast of a person, I have pushed everyone who ever cared abotu me away, or atleast that is what they say, everyone says they cared about me, but I pushed them away. My mother, My father, my whole family, I have even heard,how much of waste of time I am ( Read more... )

Ever since we came to this place it has been nothing but problems, and now, we are leaving. Going back to Maryville, but not until the third of March. Today I had to call the police on Gena's mother, they did not come before she left, but I wish they would have, they would have taken her to jail. As it is, We are pretty sure that the rest of her ( Read more... )

You know from time to time I forget about all these diaries and other things I have online, I wonder if anyone ever reads them and wonders what happened to Christion ( Read more... )