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You know from time to time I forget about all these diaries and other things I have online, I wonder if anyone ever reads them and wonders what happened to Christion...
Bah.. Yeah right.. heh.. I could die tommorrow and no one would even miss me, save for Maybe Gena, but I do feel as if she might be better off were I did, all I do is aggravate and irritate her, it is all I have done my whole life, to everyone I care about.. Grrr....I Am true Evil Incarnate I guess, because no matter how much I attempt to make things better, they always turn out worse..
And now, my crowning acheivement, the way I reach out to help people and had thought would be one thing that would be my mark on this world.. Fell to ruin.. I can not rebuild it, every one that helped me in the past, is gone, How would anyone be interested in coming there if... No one was there, I had worked so hard on Darkguild,and now it seems it is lost to me forever.. All because of Lies that were told. Grr.. gets on my nerves..
At anyrate I guess that is all I have to write today.. Sorry to have waisted your webspace typeing here..
Latah
Bah.. Yeah right.. heh.. I could die tommorrow and no one would even miss me, save for Maybe Gena, but I do feel as if she might be better off were I did, all I do is aggravate and irritate her, it is all I have done my whole life, to everyone I care about.. Grrr....I Am true Evil Incarnate I guess, because no matter how much I attempt to make things better, they always turn out worse..
And now, my crowning acheivement, the way I reach out to help people and had thought would be one thing that would be my mark on this world.. Fell to ruin.. I can not rebuild it, every one that helped me in the past, is gone, How would anyone be interested in coming there if... No one was there, I had worked so hard on Darkguild,and now it seems it is lost to me forever.. All because of Lies that were told. Grr.. gets on my nerves..
At anyrate I guess that is all I have to write today.. Sorry to have waisted your webspace typeing here..
Latah