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i'm too overwhelmed, i just want to burst. my normal nature has become harder and harder to fill. i use to not care, to live one day at a time, now all i can do is plan. work schedules and sleeping patterns is all that concern me, now. i want my freedom back, but i gotta keep the paper comin'. i just need to recollect, sleep it off, and start ( Read more... ) -
he came back
but he's probably not staying. he's all that is on my mind, but that doesn't mean i have to waste my time.
it's so hard to say goodbye, even if it's only for a couple days, imagine when it's forever.
just go back, restart and lemme be a part.
i wish you were here, i truly do. -
on the terrible fact that...
i have a fuckin' job now, i haven't been able to post and i'm mildly angered from it.
so, info coming to you now:
i've been working for close to 3 weeks now, i don't mind it, but just way new to me, since i made a good living at having others work for my benefits. wow.
i also... met a boy, his name was ivan, he was a younger brother of an ex fuck- ( Read more... ) -
holy mary jerusalem
another epic fuckin' party night.
it was josh's birthday, and we gave him quite the party.
i made out with almost everyone.
showed my tits to someone i consider my brother, eww.
played with donovan's head.
got a little too much groovy groovy with mike, mmm.
grabbed a lot of jeans, bit alot of necks, all in simple fun.
i got upchucked on, watched kelly ( Read more... ) -
stevo, herione bob & more.
my all time best friend lives in mt. vernon, about an hour & a half from me. since we had recently had no contact with each other, it wasn't bothersome, until around a month ago, we decided to become friends again, which formed into best friends. i hadn't seen her in around 6 months. so we decided that we would try our hardest to see each other ( Read more... ) -
nicotine high
i've had too many cigarettes, and i have nowhere to sleep.
i spoke with lo-flo for around 4 hours tonight, followed by texting jeremiah... fuckin' gag me.
i hate addictive people.
thomas found a girl, whoopdedoo.
i wasn't too thrilled, but you see, i'm a cunt.
chris is still a sleeze.
kristen got some karma. ^.^
and i got a counseling appointment ( Read more... ) -
topher, you are a shame.
I'M BACK HOME AND NEVER RETURNING
i was tired of walking on eggshells, asshole.
i'm not in love with you anymore, the person i fell in love with 7 months ago is gone.
now you are sour, and apathetic to the core. you've became what i did when we departed.
we aren't friends, we are nothing now, i couldn't stand for myself to give you the time anymore.
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ex girlfriend, smex girlfriend.
i'm in como and practical tears.
i'm staying at an ex's house for a couple days, as you already know. well, i have terrible sleeping patterns, along with social anxiety, and i'm terribly afraid of the dark. i know, 16 and afraid of the dark, wtf right. anyways, i'm staying here and i was just sitting on the laptop, chris was behind me doing his ( Read more... ) -
you're only a day away.
tomorrow, i go to columbia to stay with an ex for a couple days.
i also find out today, if my life is going to change forever.
i figure out if i'm pregnant.
that subject, i don't want to touch until for sure.
back to the visiting my ex bullshit, about a week ago, we were talking when i asked when we would hang out, he followed that he has these ( Read more... ) -
no mo'
today: i decided i will never touch an alcoholic beverage, again.
you all are pathetic.
thanks, mother and sister.