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pop a pink one.
this pink pill makes my legs quiver.
i haven't felt this good in ages.
dear aderrall,
you, may become my new fix.
i've worn my nails to the core.
i adore you.
thank you, mama.
♥
today, i decided to go to the GED center and finish my enrollment for online classes, i dragged kayla along too.
she started hers also.
i decided also, to enroll in college this ( Read more... ) -
A.R.M.Y
i can't breathe and i can't stray away.
i'm paste, and you are a young child's first school project.
i'm a mess, but the finished mural will come to be one worth a grade.
i can't stand to see another one go.
i cried, this is why.
i can't believe i passed you up, i wish i would have known.
things would be different, things would be better.
for me.
for you.
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love
i wuvs you, and i think i always will, bwadley. -
kurt and court.
i've found my kurt, and he's found his courtney.
brad, you've made an impact.
i think this will be wild.
i know i can't wait.
<3
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san diego
it's down to negative hours, now
today, i woke up and realized your not in this state today.
and not for many days, weeks, months, and years after.
today, i'm going to be a fuckin' disaster.
a total mess.
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3 more days.
3 more days.
today, i realized how much i am going to miss you.
please write.
iav <3
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iav, be safe.
it poured down rain, i was stoned as all hell, as was mack.
we ventured to get you, i don't regret it. we made it back, and realized that quentin wrecked, he was fine, but it was frightening. we drank some booze, we played on youtube, we played with each other. i had surprises in store for you. you got only some, maybe you will come back, come ( Read more... ) -
going to california.
tuesday night, ivan messaged me. he was upset, we talked and talked, he said he missed me, that he was so sorry, that he wanted to see me before he left, that he wanted to lay in bed with me, again. i believed it all, and i went and got him at 3 in the morning. he came back, we laughed and laughed, and talked and talked. we had sex, and it was ( Read more... ) -
joplin
wednesday i left for joplin. matt came down and picked me up, a total of 4 hours from here to there and back. we didn't actually arrive till around 8 o'clock. i met the roommates, we watched breakfast club, and he put his arm around me. i snuggled up to him, and we continued watching. i went outside for a smoke break, came back and we went ( Read more... ) -
seventeen
tomorrow i turn 17. this time last year, i was beginning a relationship with the boy i thought i would love forever as time went on. i was wrong. i did him wrong at the time, but now he is just a wreck. this year, i'm getting over the boy i thought was exactly like me, spending nights at waffle house with a resen high, packing my bags to go see ( Read more... )